After one week without updating myself here, I felt so much better being with my friends. For the week, alot of stupid things happened. Though cannot really remember, but I know I am happy.

I felt better now, after the heavy blow in the Holiday. I didn't accept the way it had became but it was still the fact that I wasn't the one. Come to think of it, I kept giving myself fake hope, lying to myself that I can make it.

No use, I was being heck cared. The thing I can only tell myself is I am now alone and whatever I do is just useless. But am I doing it right..?